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CHAPTER X

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October12th,SevenOclockA.M.

Thenightsarealreadybecomecoldandlong;thesun,shiningthroughmycurtains,nomorewakensmelongbeforethehourforwork;andevenwhenmyeyesareopen,thepleasantwarmthofthebedkeepsmefastundermycounterpane.Everymorningtherebeginsalongargumentbetweenmyactivityandmyindolence;and,snuglywrappeduptotheeyes,IwaitliketheGascon,untiltheyhavesucceededincomingtoanagreement.

Thismorning,however,alight,whichshonefrommydooruponmypillow,awokemeearlierthanusual.InvainIturnedonmyside;theperseveringlight,likeavictoriousenemy,pursuedmeintoeveryposition.Atlast,quiteoutofpatience,Isatupandhurledmynightcaptothefootofthebed!

(Iwillobserve,bywayofparenthesis,thatthevariousevolutionsofthispacificheadgearseemtohavebeen,fromtheremotesttime,symbolsofthevehementemotionsofthemind;forourlanguagehasborroweditsmostcommonimagesfromthem.)

Butbethisasitmay,Igotupinaverybadhumor,grumblingatmynewneighbor,whotookitintohisheadtobewakefulwhenIwishedtosleep.

Weareallmadethus;wedonotunderstandthatothersmayliveontheirownaccount.Eachoneofusisliketheearth,accordingtotheoldsystemofPtolemy,andthinkshecanhavethewholeuniverserevolvearoundhimself.Onthispoint,tomakeuseofthemetaphoralludedto:

Tousleshommesontlatetedanslememebonnet.

Ihadforthetimebeing,asIhavealreadysaid,thrownminetotheotherendofmybed;andIslowlydisengagedmylegsfromthewarmbedclothes,whilemakingahostofevilreflectionsupontheinconvenienceofhavingneighbors.

FormorethanamonthIhadnothadtocomplainofthosewhomchancehadgivenme;mostofthemonlycameintosleep,andwentawayagainonrising.Iwasalmostalwaysaloneonthistopstory——alonewiththecloudsandthesparrows!

ButatParisnothinglasts;thecurrentoflifecarriesusalong,liketheseaweedtornfromtherock;thehousesarevesselswhichtakemerepassengers.HowmanydifferentfaceshaveIalreadyseenpassalongthelanding-placebelongingtoourattics!Howmanycompanionsofafewdayshavedisappearedforever!Somearelostinthatmedleyofthelivingwhichwhirlscontinuallyunderthescourgeofnecessity,andothersinthatresting-placeofthedead,whosleepunderthehandofGod!

Peterthebookbinderisoneoftheselast.Wrappedupinselfishness,helivedaloneandfriendless,andhediedashehadlived.Hislosswasneithermournedbyanyone,nordisarrangedanythingintheworld;therewasmerelyaditchfilledupinthegraveyard,andanatticemptiedinourhouse.

Itisthesamewhichmynewneighborhasinhabitedforthelastfewdays.

Tosaytruly(nowthatIamquiteawake,andmyillhumorisgonewithmynightcap)——tosaytruly,thisnewneighbor,althoughrisingearlierthansuitsmyidleness,isnotthelessaverygoodman:hecarrieshismisfortunes,asfewknowhowtocarrytheirgoodfortunes,withcheerfulnessandmoderation.

Butfatehascruellytriedhim.FatherChaufourisbutthewreckofaman.Intheplaceofoneofhisarmshangsanemptysleeve;hisleftlegismadebytheturner,andhedragstherightalongwithdifficulty;butabovetheseruinsrisesacalmandhappyface.Whilelookinguponhiscountenance,radiantwithasereneenergy,whilelisteningtohisvoice,thetoneofwhichhas,sotospeak,theaccentofgoodness,weseethatthesoulhasremainedentireinthehalf-destroyedcovering.Thefortressisalittledamaged,asFatherChaufoursays,butthegarrisonisquitehearty.

Decidedly,themoreIthinkofthisexcellentman,themoreIreproachmyselfforthesortofmaledictionIbestowedonhimwhenIawoke.

Wearegenerallytooindulgentinoursecretwrongstowardourneighbor.

Allill-willwhichdoesnotpasstheregionofthoughtseemsinnocenttous,and,withourclumsyjustice,weexcusewithoutexaminationthesinwhichdoesnotbetrayitselfbyaction!

Butarewethenboundtoothersonlybytheenforcementoflaws?Besidestheseexternalrelations,istherenotarealrelationoffeelingbetweenmen?Dowenotowetoallthosewholiveunderthesameheavenasourselvestheaidnotonlyofouractsbutofourpurposes?Oughtnoteveryhumanlifetobetouslikeavesselthatweaccompanywithourprayersforahappyvoyage?Itisnotenoughthatmendonotharmoneanother;theymustalsohelpandloveoneanother!Thepapalbenediction,Urbietorbi!shouldbetheconstantcryfromallhearts.

Tocondemnhimwhodoesnotdeserveit,eveninthemind,evenbyapassingthought,istobreakthegreatlaw,thatwhichhasestablishedtheunionofsoulsherebelow,andtowhichChristhasgiventhesweetnameofcharity.

ThesethoughtscameintomymindasIfinisheddressing,andIsaidtomyselfthatFatherChaufourhadarighttoreparationfromme.Tomakeamendsforthefeelingofill-willIhadagainsthimjustnow,Iowedhimsomeexplicitproofofsympathy.Iheardhimhummingatuneinhisroom;hewasatwork,andIdeterminedthatIwouldmakethefirstneighborlycall.

EightoclockP.M——IfoundFatherChaufouratatablelightedbyalittlesmokylamp,withoutafire,althoughitisalreadycold,andmakinglargepasteboardboxes;hewashummingapopularsonginalowtone.Ihadhardlyenteredtheroomwhenheutteredanexclamationofsurpriseandpleasure.

"Eh!isityou,neighbor?Comein,then!Ididnotthinkyougotupsoearly,soIputadamperonmymusic;Iwasafraidofwakingyou."

Excellentman!whileIwassendinghimtothedevilhewasputtinghimselfoutofhiswayforme!

Thisthoughttouchedme,andIpaidmycomplimentsonhishavingbecomemyneighborwithawarmthwhichopenedhisheart.

"Faith!youseemtometohavethelookofagoodChristian,"saidheinavoiceofsoldierlikecordiality,andshakingmebythehand."Idonotlikethosepeoplewholookonalanding-placeasafrontierline,andtreattheirneighborsasiftheywereCossacks.Whenmensnuffthesameair,andspeakthesamelingo,theyarenotmeanttoturntheirbackstoeachother.Sitdownthere,neighbor;Idontmeantoorderyou;onlytakecareofthestool;ithasbutthreelegs,andwemustputgood-willinplaceofthefourth."

"Itseemsthatthatisatreasurewhichthereisnowantofhere,"Iobserved.

"Good-will!"repeatedChaufour;"thatisallmymotherleftme,andItakeitnosonhasreceivedabetterinheritance.ThereforetheyusedtocallmeMonsieurContentinthebatteries."

"Youareasoldier,then?"

"IservedintheThirdArtilleryundertheRepublic,andafterwardintheGuard,throughallthecommotions.IwasatJemappesandatWaterloo;soIwasatthechristeningandattheburialofourglory,asonemaysay!"

Ilookedathimwithastonishment.

"Andhowoldwereyouthen,atJemappes?"askedI.

"Somewhereaboutfifteen,"saidhe.

"Howcameyoutothinkofbeingasoldiersoearly?"

"Ididnotreallythinkaboutit.Ithenworkedattoy-making,andneverdreamedthatFrancewouldaskmeforanythingelsethantomakeherdraught-boards,shuttlecocks,andcupsandballs.ButIhadanolduncleatVincenneswhomIwenttoseefromtimetotime——aFontenoyveteraninthesamerankoflifeasmyself,butwithabilityenoughtohaverisentothatofamarshal.Unluckily,inthosedaystherewasnowayforcommonpeopletogeton.Myuncle,whoseserviceswouldhavegothimmadeaprinceundertheother,hadthenretiredwiththemererankofsub-lieutenant.Butyoushouldhaveseenhiminhisuniform,hiscrossofSt.Louis,hiswoodenleg,hiswhitemoustaches,andhisnoblecountenance.YouwouldhavesaidhewasaportraitofoneofthoseoldheroesinpowderedhairwhichareatVersailles!

"EverytimeIvisitedhim,hesaidsomethingwhichremainedfixedinmymemory.ButonedayIfoundhimquitegrave.

"Jerome,saidhe,doyouknowwhatisgoingononthefrontier?

"No,lieutenant,repliedI.

"Well,resumedhe,ourcountryisindanger!

"Ididnotwellunderstandhim,andyetitseemedsomethingtome.

"Perhapsyouhaveneverthoughtwhatyourcountrymeans,continuedhe,placinghishandonmyshoulder;`itisallthatsurroundsyou,allthathasbroughtyouupandfedyou,allthatyouhaveloved!Thisgroundthatyousee,thesehouses,thesetrees,thosegirlswhogoalongtherelaughing——thisisyourcountry!Thelawswhichprotectyou,thebreadwhichpaysforyourwork,thewordsyouinterchangewithothers,thejoyandgriefwhichcometoyoufromthemenandthingsamongwhichyoulive——thisisyourcountry!Thelittleroomwhereyouusedtoseeyourmother,theremembrancesshehasleftyou,theearthwheresherests——thisisyourcountry!Youseeit,youbreatheit,everywhere!Thinktoyourself,myson,ofyourrightsandyourduties,youraffectionsandyourwants,yourpastandyourpresentblessings;writethemallunderasinglename——andthatnamewillbeyourcountry!

"Iwastremblingwithemotion,andgreattearswereinmyeyes.

"Ah!Iunderstand,criedI;itisourhomeinlarge;itisthatpartoftheworldwhereGodhasplacedourbodyandoursoul.

"Youareright,Jerome,continuedtheoldsoldier;soyoucomprehendalsowhatweoweit.

"Truly,resumedI,weoweitallthatweare;itisaquestionoflove.

"Andofhonesty,myson,concludedhe.Thememberofafamilywhodoesnotcontributehisshareofworkandofhappinessfailsinhisduty,andisabadkinsman;thememberofapartnershipwhodoesnotenrichitwithallhismight,withallhiscourage,andwithallhisheart,defraudsitofwhatbelongstoit,andisadishonestman.Itisthesamewithhimwhoenjoystheadvantagesofhavingacountry,anddoesnotaccepttheburdensofit;heforfeitshishonor,andisabadcitizen!

"Andwhatmustonedo,lieutenant,tobeagoodcitizen?askedI.

"Doforyourcountrywhatyouwoulddoforyourfatherandmother,saidhe.

"Ididnotansweratthemoment;myheartwasswelling,andthebloodboilinginmyveins;butonreturningalongtheroad,myuncleswordswere,sotospeak,writtenupbeforemyeyes.Irepeated,Doforyourcountrywhatyouwoulddoforyourfatherandmother.Andmycountryisindanger;anenemyattacksit,whileI——Iturncupsandballs!

"ThisthoughttormentedmesomuchallnightthatthenextdayIreturnedtoVincennestoannouncetothelieutenantthatIhadjustenlisted,andwasgoingofftothefrontier.ThebravemanpresseduponmehiscrossofSt.Louis,andIwentawayasproudasanambassador.

"Thatishow,neighbor,IbecameavolunteerundertheRepublicbeforeIhadcutmywisdomteeth."

Allthiswastoldquietly,andinthecheerfulspiritofhimwholooksuponanaccomplisheddutyneitherasameritnoragrievance.

Whilehespoke,FatherChaufourgrewanimated,notonaccountofhimself,butofthegeneralsubject.Evidentlythatwhichoccupiedhiminthedramaoflifewasnothisownpart,butthedramaitself.

Thissortofdisinterestednesstouchedme.Iprolongedmyvisit,andshowedmyselfasfrankaspossible,inordertowinhisconfidenceinreturn.Inanhourstimeheknewmypositionandmyhabits;Iwasonthefootingofanoldacquaintance.

Ievenconfessedtheill-humorthelightofhislampputmeintoashorttimebefore.HetookwhatIsaidwiththetouchingcheerfulnesswhichcomesfromaheartintherightplace,andwhichlooksuponeverythingonthegoodside.HeneitherspoketomeofthenecessitywhichobligedhimtoworkwhileIcouldsleep,norofthedeprivationsoftheoldsoldiercomparedtotheluxuryoftheyoungclerk;heonlystruckhisforehead,accusedhimselfofthoughtlessness,andpromisedtoputlistroundhisdoor!

Ogreatandbeautifulsoul!withwhomnothingturnstobitterness,andwhoartperemptoryonlyindutyandbenevolence!

October15th——ThismorningIwaslookingatalittleengravingIhadframedmyself,andhungovermywriting-table;itisadesignofGavarnis;inwhich,inagravemood,hehasrepresentedaveteranandaconscript.

Byoftencontemplatingthesetwofigures,sodifferentinexpression,andsotruetolife,bothhavebecomelivinginmyeyes;Ihaveseenthemmove,Ihaveheardthemspeak;thepicturehasbecomearealscene,atwhichIampresentasspectator.

Theveteranadvancesslowly,hishandleaningontheshoulderoftheyoungsoldier.Hiseyes,closedforever,nolongerperceivethesunshiningthroughthefloweringchestnut-trees.Intheplaceofhisrightarmhangsanemptysleeve,andhewalkswithawoodenleg,thesoundofwhichonthepavementmakesthosewhopassturntolook.

Atthesightofthisancientwreckfromourpatrioticwars,thegreaternumbershaketheirheadsinpity,andIseemtohearasighoranimprecation.

"Seetheworthofglory!"saysaportlymerchant,turningawayhiseyesinhorror.

"Whatadeplorableuseofhumanlife!"rejoinsayoungmanwhocarriesavolumeofphilosophyunderhisarm.

"Thetrooperwouldbetternothavelefthisplow,"addsacountryman,withacunningair.

"Pooroldman!"murmursawoman,almostcrying.

Theveteranhasheard,andheknitshisbrow;foritseemstohimthathisguidehasgrownthoughtful.Thelatter,attractedbywhathehearsaroundhim,hardlyanswerstheoldmansquestions,andhiseyes,vaguelylostinspace,seemtobeseekingthereforthesolutionofsomeproblem.

Iseemtoseeatwitchinginthegraymoustachesoftheveteran;hestopsabruptly,and,holdingbackhisguidewithhisremainingarm:

"Theyallpityme,"sayshe,"becausetheydonotunderstandit;butifIweretoanswerthem——"

"Whatwouldyousaytothem,father?"askstheyoungman,withcuriosity.

"Ishouldsayfirsttothewomanwhoweepswhenshelooksatme,tokeephertearsforothermisfortunes;foreachofmywoundscallstomindsomestruggleformycolors.Thereisroomfordoubtinghowsomemenhavedonetheirduty;withmeitisvisible.Icarrytheaccountofmyservices,writtenwiththeenemyssteelandlead,onmyself;topitymeforhavingdonemydutyistosupposeIwouldbetterhavebeenfalsetoit."

"Andwhatwouldyousaytothecountryman,father?"

"Ishouldtellhimthat,todrivetheplowinpeace,wemustfirstsecurethecountryitself;andthat,aslongasthereareforeignersreadytoeatourharvest,theremustbearmstodefendit."

"Buttheyoungstudent,too,shookhisheadwhenhelamentedsuchauseoflife."

"Becausehedoesnotknowwhatself-sacrificeandsufferingcanteach.

Thebooksthathestudieswehaveputinpractice,thoughweneverreadthem:theprinciplesheapplaudswehavedefendedwithpowderandbayonet."

"Andatthepriceofyourlimbsandyourblood.Themerchantsaid,whenhesawyourmaimedbody,Seetheworthofglory!"

"Donotbelievehim,myson:thetruegloryisthebreadofthesoul;itisthiswhichnourishesself-sacrifice,patience,andcourage.TheMasterofallhasbestoweditasatiethemorebetweenmen.Whenwedesiretobedistinguishedbyourbrethren,dowenotthusproveouresteemandoursympathyforthem?Thelongingforadmirationisbutonesideoflove.No,no;thetrueglorycanneverbetoodearlypaidfor!

Thatwhichweshoulddeplore,child,isnottheinfirmitieswhichproveagenerousself-sacrifice,butthosewhichourvicesorourimprudencehavecalledforth.Ah!ifIcouldspeakaloudtothosewho,whenpassing,castlooksofpityuponme,Ishouldsaytotheyoungmanwhoseexcesseshavedimmedhissightbeforeheisold,Whathaveyoudonewithyoureyes?Totheslothfulman,whowithdifficultydragsalonghisenervatedmassofflesh,Whathaveyoudonewithyourfeet?Totheoldman,whoispunishedforhisintemperancebythegout,Whathaveyoudonewithyourhands?Toall,WhathaveyoudonewiththedaysGodgrantedyou,withthefacultiesyoushouldhaveemployedforthegoodofyourbrethren?Ifyoucannotanswer,bestownomoreofyourpityupontheoldsoldiermaimedinhiscountryscause;forhe——heatleast——canshowhisscarswithoutshame."

October16th——ThelittleengravinghasmademecomprehendbetterthemeritsofFatherChaufour,andIthereforeesteemhimallthemore.

Hehasjustnowleftmyattic.Therenolongerpassesasingledaywithouthiscomingtoworkbymyfire,ormygoingtositandtalkbyhisboard.

Theoldartillerymanhasseenmuch,andlikestotellofit.FortwentyyearshewasanarmedtravellerthroughoutEurope,andhefoughtwithouthatred,forhewaspossessedbyasinglethought——thehonorofthenationalflag!Itmighthavebeenhissuperstition,ifyouwill;butitwas,atthesametime,hissafeguard.

ThewordFRANCE,whichwasthenresoundingsogloriouslythroughtheworld,servedasatalismantohimagainstallsortsoftemptation.Tohavetosupportagreatnamemayseemaburdentovulgarminds,butitisanencouragementtovigorousones.

"I,too,havehadmanymoments,"saidhetometheotherday,"whenIhavebeentemptedtomakefriendswiththedevil.Warisnotpreciselytheschoolforruralvirtues.Bydintofburning,destroying,andkilling,yougrowalittletoughasregardsyourfeelings;and,whenthebayonethasmadeyouking,thenotionsofanautocratcomeintoyourheadalittlestrongly.ButatthesemomentsIcalledtomindthatcountrywhichthelieutenantspokeoftome,andIwhisperedtomyselfthewell-knownphrase,ToujoursFrancais!Ithasbeenlaughedatsince.Peoplewhowouldmakeajokeofthedeathoftheirmotherhaveturneditintoridicule,asifthenameofourcountrywasnotalsoanobleandabindingthing.Formypart,IshallneverforgetfromhowmanyfolliesthetitleofFrenchmanhaskeptme.When,overcomewithfatigue,Ihavefoundmyselfintherearofthecolors,andwhenthemusketrywasrattlinginthefrontranks,manyatimeIheardavoice,whichwhisperedinmyear,Leavetheotherstofight,andfortodaytakecareofyourownhide!Butthen,thatwordFrancais!murmuredwithinme,andIpressedforwardtohelpmycomrades.Atothertimes,when,irritatedbyhunger,cold,andwounds,IhavearrivedatthehovelofsomeMeinherr,Ihavebeenseizedbyanitchingtobreakthemastersback,andtoburnhishut;butIwhisperedtomyself,Francais!andthisnamewouldnotrhymewitheitherincendiaryormurderer.Ihave,inthisway,passedthroughkingdomsfromeasttowest,andfromnorthtosouth,alwaysdeterminednottobringdisgraceuponmycountrysflag.Thelieutenant,yousee,hadtaughtmeamagicword——Mycountry!Notonlymustwedefendit,butwemustalsomakeitgreatandloved."

October17th——To-dayIhavepaidmyneighboralongvisit.Achanceexpressionledthewaytohistellingmemoreofhimselfthanhehadyetdone.

Iaskedhimwhetherbothhislimbshadbeenlostinthesamebattle.

"No,no!"repliedhe;"thecannononlytookmyleg;itwastheClamartquarriesthatmyarmwenttofeed."

AndwhenIaskedhimfortheparticulars——

"Thatsaseasyastosaygood-morning,"continuedhe."Afterthegreatbreak-upatWaterloo,Istayedthreemonthsinthecamphospitaltogivemywoodenlegtimetogrow.AssoonasIwasabletohobblealittle,Itookleaveofheadquarters,andtooktheroadtoParis,whereIhopedtofindsomerelativeorfriend;butno——allweregone,orunderground.

IshouldhavefoundmyselflessstrangeatVienna,Madrid,orBerlin.

AndalthoughIhadalegthelesstoprovidefor,Iwasnonethebetteroff;myappetitehadcomeback,andmylastsousweretakingflight.

"Ihadindeedmetmyoldcolonel,whorecollectedthatIhadhelpedhimoutoftheskirmishatMontereaubygivinghimmyhorse,andhehadofferedmebedandboardathishouse.Iknewthattheyearbeforehehadmarriedacastleandnofewfarms,sothatImightbecomepermanentcoat-brushertoamillionaire,whichwasnotwithoutitstemptations.

ItremainedtoseeifIhadnotanythingbettertodo.OneeveningIsetmyselftoreflectuponit.

"Letussee,Chaufour,saidItomyself;thequestionistoactlikeaman.Thecolonelsplacesuitsyou,butcannotyoudoanythingbetter?

Yourbodyisstillingoodcondition,andyourarmsstrong;doyounotoweallyourstrengthtoyourcountry,asyourVincennesunclesaid?Whynotleavesomeoldsoldier,morecutupthanyouare,togethishospitalatthecolonels?Come,trooper,youarestillfitforanotherstoutchargeortwo!Youmustnotlayupbeforeyourtime.

"WhereuponIwenttothankthecolonel,andtooffermyservicestoanoldartilleryman,whohadgonebacktohishomeatClamart,andwhohadtakenupthequarrymanspickagain.

"ForthefirstfewmonthsIplayedtheconscriptspart——thatistosay,therewasmorestirthanwork;butwithagoodwillonegetsthebetterofstones,asofeverythingelse.Ididnotbecome,sotospeak,theleaderofacolumn,butIbroughtuptherankamongthegoodworkmen,andIatemybreadwithagoodappetite,seeingIhadearneditwithagoodwill.Forevenunderground,yousee,Istillkeptmypride.ThethoughtthatIwasworkingtodomypartinchangingrocksintohousespleasedmyheart.Isaidtomyself,Courage,Chaufour,myoldboy;youarehelpingtobeautifyyourcountry.Andthatkeptupmyspirit.

"Unfortunately,someofmycompanionswererathertoosensibletothecharmsofthebrandy-bottle;somuchso,thatonedayoneofthem,whocouldhardlydistinguishhisrighthandfromhisleft,thoughtpropertostrikealightclosetoachargedmine.Themineexplodedsuddenly,andsentashowerofstonegrapeamongus,whichkilledthreemen,andcarriedawaythearmofwhichIhavenowonlythesleeve."

"Soyouwereagainwithoutmeansofliving?"saidItotheoldsoldier.

"Thatistosay,Ihadtochangethem,"repliedhe,quietly."Thedifficultywastofindonewhichwoulddowithfivefingersinsteadoften;Ifoundit,however."

"Howwasthat?"

"AmongtheParisstreet-sweepers."

"What!youhavebeenone——"

"Ofthepioneersofthehealthforceforawhile,neighbor,andthatwasnotmyworsttimeeither.Thecorpsofsweepersisnotsolowasitisdirty,Icantellyou!Thereareoldactressesinitwhocouldneverlearntosavetheirmoney,andruinedmerchantsfromtheexchange;weevenhadaprofessorofclassics,whoforalittledrinkwouldreciteLatintoyou,orGreektragedies,asyouchose.TheycouldnothavecompetedfortheMonthyonprize;butweexcusedfaultsonaccountofpoverty,andcheeredourpovertybyourgood-humorandjokes.Iwasasraggedandascheerfulastherest,whiletryingtobesomethingbetter.

EveninthemireofthegutterIpreservedmyfaiththatnothingisdishonorablewhichisusefultoourcountry.

"Chaufour,saidItomyselfwithasmile,afterthesword,thehammer;afterthehammer,thebroom;youaregoingdownstairs,myoldboy,butyouarestillservingyourcountry."

"However,youendedbyleavingyournewprofession?saidI."

"Areformwasrequired,neighbor.Thestreet-sweepersseldomhavetheirfeetdry,andthedampatlastmadethewoundsinmygoodlegopenagain.

Icouldnolongerfollowtheregiment,anditwasnecessarytolaydownmyarms.ItisnowtwomonthssinceIleftoffworkinginthesanitarydepartmentofParis.

"AtthefirstmomentIwasdaunted.Ofmyfourlimbs,Ihadnowonlymyrighthand,andeventhathadlostitsstrength;soitwasnecessarytofindsomegentlemanlyoccupationforit.Aftertryingalittleofeverything,Ifelluponcard-boxmaking,andhereIamatcasesforthelaceandbuttonsofthenationalguard;itisworkoflittleprofit,butitiswithinthecapacityofall.Bygettingupatfourandworkingtilleight,Iearnsixty-fivecentimes;mylodgingandbowlofsouptakefiftyofthem,andtherearethreesousoverforluxuries.SoIamricherthanFranceherself,forIhavenodeficitinmybudget;andIcontinuetoserveher,asIsaveherlaceandbuttons."

AtthesewordsFatherChaufourlookedatmewithasmile,andwithhisgreatscissorsbegancuttingthegreenpaperagainforhiscardboardcases.Myheartwastouched,andIremainedlostinthought.

Hereisstillanothermemberofthatsacredphalanxwho,inthebattleoflife,alwaysmarchinfrontfortheexampleandthesalvationoftheworld!Eachofthesebravesoldiershashiswar-cry;forthisoneitis"Country,"forthat"Home,"forathird"Mankind;"buttheyallfollowthesamestandard——thatofduty;forallthesamedivinelawreigns——thatofself-sacrifice.Tolovesomethingmorethanonesself——thatisthesecretofallthatisgreat;toknowhowtoliveforothers——thatistheaimofallnoblesouls.



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