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The trouble with girls is, if they like a boy, no matter how big a bastard he is,
they'll say he has an inferiority complex, and if they don't like him, no matter how nice a
guy he is, or how big an inferiority complex he has, they'll say he's conceited. Even smart
girls do it.
Anyway, I gave old Jane a buzz again, but her phone didn't answer, so I had to
hang up. Then I had to look through my address book to see who the hell might be
available for the evening. The trouble was, though, my address book only has about three
people in it. Jane, and this man, Mr. Antolini, that was my teacher at Elkton Hills, and my
father's office number. I keep forgetting to put people's names in. So what I did finally, I
gave old Carl Luce a buzz. He graduated from the Whooton School after I left. He was
about three years older than I was, and I didn't like him too much, but he was one of these
very intellectual guys-- he had the highest I.Q. of any boy at Whooton--and I thought he
might want to have dinner with me somewhere and have a slightly intellectual
conversation. He was very enlightening sometimes. So I gave him a buzz. He went to
Columbia now, but he lived on 65th Street and all, and I knew he'd be home. When I got
him on the phone, he said he couldn't make it for dinner but that he'd meet me for a drink
at ten o'clock at the Wicker Bar, on 54th. I think he was pretty surprised to hear from me.
I once called him a fat-assed phony.
I had quite a bit of time to kill till ten o'clock, so what I did, I went to the movies
at Radio City. It was probably the worst thing I could've done, but it was near, and I
couldn't think of anything else.
I came in when the goddam stage show was on. The Rockettes were kicking their
heads off, the way they do when they're all in line with their arms around each other's
waist. The audience applauded like mad, and some guy behind me kept saying to his
wife, "You know what that is? That's precision." He killed me. Then, after the Rockettes,
a guy came out in a tuxedo and roller skates on, and started skating under a bunch of little
tables, and telling jokes while he did it. He was a very good skater and all, but I couldn't
enjoy it much because I kept picturing him practicing to be a guy that roller-skates on the
stage. It seemed so stupid. I guess I just wasn't in the right mood. Then, after him, they
had this Christmas thing they have at Radio City every year. All these angels start coming
out of the boxes and everywhere, guys carrying crucifixes and stuff all over the place,
and the whole bunch of them--thousands of them--singing "Come All Ye Faithful!" like
mad. Big deal. It's supposed to be religious as hell, I know, and very pretty and all, but I
can't see anything religious or pretty, for God's sake, about a bunch of actors carrying
crucifixes all over the stage. When they were all finished and started going out the boxes
again, you could tell they could hardly wait to get a cigarette or something. I saw it with
old Sally Hayes the year before, and she kept saying how beautiful it was, the costumes
and all. I said old Jesus probably would've puked if He could see it--all those fancy
costumes and all. Sally said I was a sacrilegious atheist. I probably am. The thing Jesus
really would've liked would be the guy that plays the kettle drums in the orchestra. I've
watched that guy since I was about eight years old. My brother Allie and I, if we were
with our parents and all, we used to move our seats and go way down so we could watch
him. He's the best drummer I ever saw. He only gets a chance to bang them a couple of
times during a whole piece, but he never looks bored when he isn't doing it. Then when
he does bang them, he does it so nice and sweet, with this nervous expression on his face.
One time when we went to Washington with my father, Allie sent him a postcard, but I'll
bet he never got it. We weren't too sure how to address it.
After the Christmas thing was over, the goddam picture started. It was so putrid I
couldn't take my eyes off it. It was about this English guy, Alec something, that was in
the war and loses his memory in the hospital and all. He comes out of the hospital
carrying a cane and limping all over the place, all over London, not knowing who the hell
he is. He's really a duke, but he doesn't know it. Then he meets this nice, homey, sincere
girl getting on a bus. Her goddam hat blows off and he catches it, and then they go
upstairs and sit down and start talking about Charles Dickens. He's both their favorite
author and all. He's carrying this copy of Oliver Twist and so's she. I could've puked.
Anyway, they fell in love right away, on account of they're both so nuts about Charles
Dickens and all, and he helps her run her publishing business. She's a publisher, the girl.
Only, she's not doing so hot, because her brother's a drunkard and he spends all their
dough. He's a very bitter guy, the brother, because he was a doctor in the war and now he
can't operate any more because his nerves are shot, so he boozes all the time, but he's
pretty witty and all. Anyway, old Alec writes a book, and this girl publishes it, and they
both make a hatful of dough on it. They're all set to get married when this other girl, old
Marcia, shows up. Marcia was Alec's fianc閑 before he lost his memory, and she
recognizes him when he's in this store autographing books. She tells old Alec he's really a
duke and all, but he doesn't believe her and doesn't want to go with her to visit his mother
and all. His mother's blind as a bat. But the other girl, the homey one, makes him go.
She's very noble and all. So he goes. But he still doesn't get his memory back, even when
his great Dane jumps all over him and his mother sticks her fingers all over his face and
brings him this teddy bear he used to slobber around with when he was a kid. But then,
one day, some kids are playing cricket on the lawn and he gets smacked in the head with
a cricket ball. Then right away he gets his goddam memory back and he goes in and
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kisses his mother on the forehead and all. Then he starts being a regular duke again, and
he forgets all about the homey babe that has the publishing business. I'd tell you the rest
of the story, but I might puke if I did. It isn't that I'd spoil it for you or anything. There
isn't anything to spoil for Chrissake. Anyway, it ends up with Alec and the homey babe
getting married, and the brother that's a drunkard gets his nerves back and operates on
Alec's mother so she can see again, and then the drunken brother and old Marcia go for
each other. It ends up with everybody at this long dinner table laughing their asses off
because the great Dane comes in with a bunch of puppies. Everybody thought it was a
male, I suppose, or some goddam thing. All I can say is, don't see it if you don't want to
puke all over yourself.
The part that got me was, there was a lady sitting next to me that cried all through
the goddam picture. The phonier it got, the more she cried. You'd have thought she did it
because she was kindhearted as hell, but I was sitting right next to her, and she wasn't.
She had this little kid with her that was bored as hell and had to go to the bathroom, but
she wouldn't take him. She kept telling him to sit still and behave himself. She was about
as kindhearted as a goddam wolf. You take somebody that cries their goddam eyes out
over phony stuff in the movies, and nine times out of ten they're mean bastards at heart.
I'm not kidding.
After the movie was over, I started walking down to the Wicker Bar, where I was
supposed to meet old Carl Luce, and while I walked I sort of thought about war and all.
Those war movies always do that to me. I don't think I could stand it if I had to go to war.
I really couldn't. It wouldn't be too bad if they'd just take you out and shoot you or
something, but you have to stay in the Army so goddam long. That's the whole trouble.
My brother D.B. was in the Army for four goddam years. He was in the war, too--he
landed on D-Day and all--but I really think he hated the Army worse than the war. I was
practically a child at the time, but I remember when he used to come home on furlough
and all, all he did was lie on his bed, practically. He hardly ever even came in the living
room. Later, when he went overseas and was in the war and all, he didn't get wounded or
anything and he didn't have to shoot anybody. All he had to do was drive some cowboy
general around all day in a command car. He once told Allie and I that if he'd had to
shoot anybody, he wouldn't've known which direction to shoot in. He said the Army was
practically as full of bastards as the Nazis were. I remember Allie once asked him wasn't
it sort of good that he was in the war because he was a writer and it gave him a lot to
write about and all. He made Allie go get his baseball mitt and then he asked him who
was the best war poet, Rupert Brooke or Emily Dickinson. Allie said Emily Dickinson. I
don't know too much about it myself, because I don't read much poetry, but I do know it'd
drive me crazy if I had to be in the Army and be with a bunch of guys like Ackley and
Stradlater and old Maurice all the time, marching with them and all. I was in the Boy
Scouts once, for about a week, and I couldn't even stand looking at the back of the guy's
neck in front of me. They kept telling you to look at the back of the guy's neck in front of
you. I swear if there's ever another war, they better just take me out and stick me in front
of a firing squad. I wouldn't object. What gets me about D.B., though, he hated the war so
much, and yet he got me to read this book A Farewell to Arms last summer. He said it
was so terrific. That's what I can't understand. It had this guy in it named Lieutenant
Henry that was supposed to be a nice guy and all. I don't see how D.B. could hate the
Army and war and all so much and still like a phony like that. I mean, for instance, I don't
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see how he could like a phony book like that and still like that one by Ring Lardner, or
that other one he's so crazy about, The Great Gatsby. D.B. got sore when I said that, and
said I was too young and all to appreciate it, but I don't think so. I told him I liked Ring
Lardner and The Great Gatsby and all. I did, too. I was crazy about The Great Gatsby.
Old Gatsby. Old sport. That killed me. Anyway, I'm sort of glad they've got the atomic
bomb invented. If there's ever another war, I'm going to sit right the hell on top of it. I'll
volunteer for it, I swear to God I will.
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In case you don't live in New York, the Wicker Bar is in this sort of swanky hotel,
the Seton Hotel. I used to go there quite a lot, but I don't any more. I gradually cut it out.
It's one of those places that are supposed to be very sophisticated and all, and the phonies
are coming in the window. They used to have these two French babes, Tina and Janine,
come out and play the piano and sing about three times every night. One of them played
the piano--strictly lousy--and the other one sang, and most of the songs were either pretty
dirty or in French. The one that sang, old Janine, was always whispering into the goddam
microphone before she sang. She'd say, "And now we like to geeve you our impression of
Vooly Voo Fransay. Eet ees the story of a leetle Fransh girl who comes to a beeg ceety,
just like New York, and falls een love wees a leetle boy from Brookleen. We hope you
like eet." Then, when she was all done whispering and being cute as hell, she'd sing some
dopey song, half in English and half in French, and drive all the phonies in the place mad
with joy. If you sat around there long enough and heard all the phonies applauding and
all, you got to hate everybody in the world, I swear you did. The bartender was a louse,
too. He was a big snob. He didn't talk to you at all hardly unless you were a big shot or a
celebrity or something. If you were a big shot or a celebrity or something, then he was
even more nauseating. He'd go up to you and say, with this big charming smile, like he
was a helluva swell guy